not literally crying. i'm just bored to tears.
i feel like a dumbshit estimating the TOP dates for projects all over singapore (those unknown, of course)

doesn't help that i accidentally deleted about half of my data..
so i now have to redo everything, much to my despair.
i don't really feel like doing it. meh

but i have to!!!
cos wednesday's my last day.. and i don't want to leave learning "nothing"
ugh.

on the bright side, i'll have 5 days of break after this internship!!!
till i start work at Universal Studios
amazing much.

plus tuition on the 30th! Teaching English.
Going to have to make sure i stop mispelling words on purpose/talk in a retarded way.
sigh, though i weally enjoy it.
hope i get nice and good kids

hrm, to sum up my 2009 in general
(in details, i.e major/significant events shall be dealt with later, preferably a day i feel like reminiscing the past and spamming photos and a good internet connection day )

I guess it was prety shitty studying for A levels.
especially when i set out to achieve so much only to be disappointed by my lack of discipline/stupidity/whatever.
Lezz not talk about academics even though i think about it from time to time.
Dreaming about my straight As and sometimes praying it will become reality

Of course, academics aside, i'm vair vair pleased to have gotten closer to the class as a whole !
Made meaningful friendships and forged some strong bonds there.
sort of like the reason why i go to school because people like Lidya would make my day, even if it means her being lame
not to forget the usual few i hang out with in class like Agnes and Genevieve! in fact, not a few!
sometimes people stay back to study/ go back to school for consultations..
like alexis, dawn, wanmei, jeremy and ruixiang
its all very nice, really.

Too bad not much contact has been made with the other girls.
hopefully we'll have this really successful class party or something with Jasmine in charge of games again!
that way no one will feel bored or split up into their usual cliques.

so yeah, even though i know none of the classymates visit this space, i think it can be said to be a resolution of mine to keep in touch with them, even if its minimal or whatsoever. hoorah !

Another major component of school would be my CCA! Dance!
its kinda amazing how everyone in dance truly care for each other, sometimes i myself find it hard to believe and may even be skeptical. but of course, with time i was sorta convinced especially with Restless, definitely the highlight!!!
idk why but when the juniors came in, the J2 batch became much tighter, or so i feel.
of course, there were sad moments in the club because i've always felt like a wallpaper and feeling pretty crappy most of the time.
BUTT THEN, there was Nat and Chrislynn and a lot more people like Esther who made me made feel mucho loved.
Even though i may not be very very close to the dancers, but i think we are definitely comfortable in each other's presence and dance outings are bound to be fun !!!
double hoorah for such wonderful people!
as such, this group of people should be added into my very first resolution of "People to keep in touch with "

funny thing is, i don't really have a list of resolutions.
Maybe i should have one.
Till next post!

PISS OUTTTT

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