And Who Am I? That's A Secret I'll Never Tell

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

  • In The Midst of As.

    i suppose i'll never feel this way again.
    probably not to such an extent.
    or maybe when i'm doing my final year paper...
    hrm..

    the feeling of not doing as well as expected kinda sucks.
    i imagined both scenarios, a perfect score with all As
    and then another scenario with AAB after math
    and then today after chemistry, maybe an ABB
    with econs left tomorrow, i can't help but to imagine BBB
    not forgetting my H1s too which are pretty uncertain,
    especially for General Paper, which i badly want an A for.

    you know how they say, no one cares about your psle grade,  your o level grade and your A level grade but just the final degree.
    but what if i didn't want that degree in the first place?

    i wouldn't say suffering from disappointment twice was very pleasant too.
    or maybe i just put way too much pressure on myself to achieve unrealistic scores.
    i'm not even defined by my grades but i still feel this way.
    sucks to be me.

    Despite all these negative thoughts, the only positive one is that - God will make a way.
    even where there seems to be no way.
    and.. perhaps prayers will be answered and miracles could happen and everything will be A!!!
    or at least, getting into a course i desire. or, a course i'm destined for.

Monday, 21 September 2009

  • i guess, this is it.
    the end is drawing near.

    what i really have to do right now is to totally get into the studying mood.
    not much blogging these days.
    more of tumblr-ing because tumblr is awesome
    sorry xanga. i'll love you once again on the 23rd of Nov.
    well, so much has happened within this month or like, weeks or whatever.

    i'm not even sure whether i can pinpoint my exact feelings at that point of time with regards to outings and what-nots.
    but i'm quite sure i was happy during those moments.
    i do make it a point to experience joy whenever i can.
    hahaha, even if it means doing retarded things.
    because when i'm older i can't afford to be retarded anymore T.T

    anyway,
    its late and i'm not sleeping. sometimes you're tired but staying up is like, habitual.
    which isn't very good..
    all these personal expectations weighing down, oh when will i ever learn?
    will i ever be satisfied ?
    and its not like i'm even doing anything substantial.
    what is wrong with me ?

    all these questions with not an answer in sight.
    with that, good night.


Friday, 04 September 2009

  • I don't even know your name

    i was bored.. chilling out on the site omegle!
    i said i was from Singapore, 18

    so like, if you're from bamberg, bavaria.
    aged 23
    who started a conversation with let's get married,
    who listens to the bloc party, likes blink 182 and more recently anberlin since we talked about it,
    songs like paperthin hymn, a day late so , feel good drag so on...
    i'm the one who forgot to save your email address

    SORRYYYYY
    i didn't mean to break my promise.
    i can only remember its trickz_ something something something .de



Monday, 13 July 2009

  • SIGHHH

    Indeed i fared rather badly for mid-years
    what can i say manzzzZzz

    anyhow, this is getting increasingly on my nerves, disappearing from the xanga scene but totally into tumblr.
    www.thefleetingmoment.tumblr.com

    go visit and enjoy !
    i enjoy myself tremendously whenever i'm tumblring.

    mental note to blog about....
    OG Outing
    Chrislyn's DEP Showcase
    NDP Preview
    SohMin's Birthday Celebration
    Chye's Birthday Celebration

    yepyep, then it'll be photospam!!!
    with mucho lurve <3



    May the Father be with me Forever and Always.


Thursday, 28 May 2009

  • Temporal Revival

    Well, i'm sure not much people are still visiting this site.
    after all, it has been quite some time since i last posted...

    ahh, i only have myself to blame.
    and tumblr
    everyone should have a tumblr to keep pretty pictures and inspiring quotes!
    oh and school

    Mid-Years just ended!
    can't say i'll do well.. just pray and hope i'll pass !
    hahahaha

    so today was a celebration at NYNY's
    followed by watching Night at the Museum 2
    then Starbucks~
    hahaha pictures will be on facebook.
    moohahaha.

    i wonder when will the facebook craze die out..?
    like what happened to friendster.
    lol.

    Since the day i blogged, much has happened.
    i know what i have been doing because i record them down !
    hoorah for muah!

    geog quiz..

    CIP! - Hello Campaign



    haha with the mascot
    it was indeed hard to be so enthusiastic throughout the day
    and mustering the courage to talk to strangers!
    wah determination!!!

    then it was Tong's Birthday Celebration at Essential Brew!

    5 of us! hehe


    love my face here.
    heh

    then a lot of dance practices to prepare for RESTLESS!
    another highlight would be glissando!
    woohoo
    Lidya Andiani Harjadi was awesome!!!
    lub dub ! <3

    some peekchures..

    aggyness!


    soopah hairy moustache!


    with nathan quite the khoo


    and neek!!!

    how can i forget LIDYA!!!
    whee

    looking like a fat pau here though...

    zat's all!
    for now.

    tomorrow i'm going out again
    so egggciting!
    i love holidays
    hehehe





Thursday, 02 April 2009

  • Terms Review

    Grades are so very bad.
    Failing Chem and Math
    not doing well for Economics..

    Today is a depressing day indeed

    went home straight home after school and took a great long nap,
    something i have never done in a long time on normal school days due to the various commitments.
    A luxury, i feel.

    anyhow, i didn't go for dance on wednesday due to the college Geography Quiz organised by Geog Soc.
    quite a nice experience.
    hohoho

    pictures up next time!
    till then...

    today, i reward myself with comfort food and television.

Sunday, 29 March 2009

  • what a week!  or month.
    well, it was fun seeing my credits jump by 500 3 times.
    haha.

    i have never felt so relaxed!
    my march holidays were spent heading over to Sohmin's and also studying in my hole.
    then it was the much dreaded terms and all the late night studying in attempt to cover all the content required the day before !

    wowzie wowwww

    nothing significant to blog about
    results are not out so i'm still alive and not suicidal.

    perhaps the only thing is the celebratory outing with the classymates
    watching CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC
    which is totally going to my list of favourite movies.

    i mean, cute guy, hot accent, haute couture?
    WHAT MORE CAN A GIRL ASKKK FOR
    (except to star in the movie, i suppose)

    so anyway, after geog, the horrid paper, me and gen went to agnes' house and her momsie fetched us to town !
     
    in the car

    although claiming we were otw, we couldn't help but go into ZARAHAHAH

    so after that we met up with the rest and we proceeded to watch the uber nice moveehhhhh
    then after the movie, we had to wait for lidya the sloth.

    tralala, coming down the escalata.

    so anyhow, we had a lot of time to kill, turning us into instant camwhores


    Genny Gen Gen



    taking our usual jumpshots, lol


    with emo agnes


    same bag !


    then we decided nuff was nuff and went to shop around
    only to settle down to take pictures again



    taking a series of "candid" shots. hohoho



    and finally the sloth arrived and we took off!
    to jeremy's place!
     
    the seemingly shallow but quite deep pool.


    at the hut where ants thrive.


    catching the sloth


    draggin the sloth


    a series of unfortunate events.


    awww, what a happy picture.


    relieving good ol pw memories and the scotch tape was still there, lol


    A FOR PW!!!


    then the night fell.
    after eating a lot of nonsense food we went to basement to have some fun !






    rx the crasher


    ZATS ALL!



  • Gerber I Pledge Widget

    I just posted this Gerber I Pledge widget for 500 credits. You can earn free credits too!

  • Infiniti Weekend Getaways Widget

    I just posted this Infiniti Weekend Getaways widget for 500 credits. You can earn free credits too!

Sunday, 08 March 2009

Thursday, 05 March 2009

Monday, 02 March 2009

  • never ending work to be done
    One should not seek perfection.





    Dance Camp















    Cross Country






    Day 1





    Day 2





    Day 3





    Mrt


    Harbourfront KFC




    Vivo Rooftop


    Bridge


    Captain Squishyball









    Day 4


poutywouty

  • Visit poutywouty's Xanga Site
    • Name: Your Royal Shyness
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 12/4/2006

Pulse

Chatboard (4)

  • lastnamecrown
    HAHA YES DONT HOPE. I AM THINKING OF U! WHAHAHA
  • Elaine_Tan
    Hello there Lovely!
  • lastnamecrown
    BOO:DGet well soon
  • poutywouty
    Testing!!! :D